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Monday, 11 September 2006

  • The Devil's made a play this September day to hurt the ones I love.

    All day I've been thinking about this day and what it means to other people. Now, I'm taking the time to think about what it means to me. I remember the day it happened. I was ten. I was in fifth grade. My biggest problems back then were if I wanted ice cream or if I'd make it in middle school with the 'big' kids. I remember sitting at lunch and getting told about it. Granted, it was around twelve o'clock and the attacks had already been happening for a few hours, now. It didn't mean much then. I didn't understand. I didn't understand what was happening. I remember the teachers telling us. The looks on their faces. Their attitude. I could tell it was big, but it didn't mean anything to me. I just mocked everyone else's emotions to try and understand. But, I didn't.

    Now I do. The past few years I started, but now I really, really understand. Probably not the greatest of understanding like other people ... that doesn't matter to me, though. I can see the pain on people's faces better now. I can read their eyes and know. I know how much it hurts for those people who lost family members and friends. I can see how much this has effected the United States of America. The past few days I've heard more about the president before ours now and I understand. I understand. My eyes aren't that of a naive little child now. They're not as pure as they were. They can see and understand things better.

    They can see that the United States has come closer from all this. There's still so much hate and crime out there ... but we've grown closer together as a country. I've never been prouder to hold my flag or have it waving outside my house, catching the rays of the sun. I've never been prouder to stand on this soil and put my hand over my heart and recite those words. I've never been prouder to sing the National Anthem at the top of my lungs. I've never been more supportive of George W. Bush. You may not like him. You may even hate him. But, I don't. I don't care what you say, either. He is sincere. He loves this country. And he will protect us. I feel safe(r). I know now there will hopefully never be another attack like that on this country.

    I thank everyone who helped on 9/11. Those who lost their lives and those who didn't. I thank the passengers on Flight 91 for being courageous and fighting back against the impure. They hurt us, yes. They devastated us for awhile (and maybe even still), yes. But they also made our country stronger. There's a lot that can still be done in this country, but I'm not that worried about it. I thank God for my life. I thank God for not making that worse. And I thank God for giving us hope.

    I hope you all can someday thank our President for what he's done and what he's doing. Think for yourselves and don't believe everything you hear. I thank him. You should too.


    Remember. September 11, 2001

    xo theproudamerican.

Friday, 18 August 2006

  • I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
    The weight of a dead person.
    Dead as in, dead to me.
    Dead as in they never seemed to make the effort to even talk/see my anymore.
    Dead as in it's over.
    Dead.

    Now I'm thinking of death again. And how once we die, someday we'll be foregotten. As soon as we die, of course, (hopefully) all our family and friends will be mourning over the fact we died. Our children will mourn. Our grandchildren will mourn. Maybe even great grandchildren. But, what happens when the last person who was holding onto your memory just that little bit (maybe even so pushing you to the backs of their minds, but you're still there) dies? We're foregotten. Unless we've achieved something great and our names are published and out there somewhere (or our pictures) we are totally foregotten.

    I shall make a name for myself. I don't want to be foregotten forever.
    Not me.

Thursday, 10 August 2006

  • Wow.

    Wow. Me? Confused. Me? Very confused. Well, maybe confusion is not the right word. I'm not exactly sure. It's just, I can't stand him anymore. I can't stand me anymore sometimes. I can't stand the thoughts that crossed my mind the other day.

    I'm over that, I guess. Okay, so, not really. I'm over the fact I was thinking like that, but otherwise, I'm not over it. I saw those pictures again and I felt the same way again. I got thinking about it and maybe, just maybe, I'm jumping to the wrong conclusions (again). `You can truly think yourself to pieces.`

    And, it hurts so much to care about someone so much and to know you'll never, ever associate with that person or probably never, ever meet them. That's alright. I'm getting over that too. I don't even know what to say lately. It's not like anyone reads this and cares anyway.

    This is (not) real(ly happening).

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